..is one of those pointless emotions. Knowing that doesn't always help when you're feeling it.
I am looking around for a "Tea party" in my neighborhood. To quote from my last post (it's a lovely tirade from a Brit rep to the EU) it was said: "You can't borrow your way out of debt". I love it.
But about anxiety: it's not just the outlook for the country or, rather, it's really mostly about something dumb. I'm in a cooking contest this evening and, from what I gather, the slam-dunk-take-home-the-trophy moment might be a wee bit out of reach. Or to put it another way: I was delusional when I thought I was a lock to win.
I also had a rather odd thing occur today: my kids met my ex. They helped her on a project. Of course, I was hoping that they'd come home and ask "why didn't you kick the crazy to the curb sooner?" but, no, one of 'em was overheard to say "....oh..and I -LOVE- her." Ah well. Maybe I had better taste in women than they had in men.
Anyhow...I'm home alone. The boys are in town to do that project thing but are now out. One is with Felashe and the girls at the cooking thing, the other is pursuing an opportunity to fuck up. It's what I would have been doing at his age at any rate.
Fra just showed up, so I'm having my first beer of the evening.
I've done my first full blog-slog in a very long time. I didn't take time to comment anywhere but it's nice to know that you're all still: pregnant, in love, getting over the last love, starting a new job, looking for work or otherwise living life. Y'all know what I mean.
BTW...if anyone sees Clayton Holiday, tell him Upton said "hey".
Heres my new iteration of my book shelf.
That is all for now. Or, at least, that is all that I care to discuss.
Mr. Upton Ogood
I am looking around for a "Tea party" in my neighborhood. To quote from my last post (it's a lovely tirade from a Brit rep to the EU) it was said: "You can't borrow your way out of debt". I love it.
But about anxiety: it's not just the outlook for the country or, rather, it's really mostly about something dumb. I'm in a cooking contest this evening and, from what I gather, the slam-dunk-take-home-the-trophy moment might be a wee bit out of reach. Or to put it another way: I was delusional when I thought I was a lock to win.
I also had a rather odd thing occur today: my kids met my ex. They helped her on a project. Of course, I was hoping that they'd come home and ask "why didn't you kick the crazy to the curb sooner?" but, no, one of 'em was overheard to say "....oh..and I -LOVE- her." Ah well. Maybe I had better taste in women than they had in men.
Anyhow...I'm home alone. The boys are in town to do that project thing but are now out. One is with Felashe and the girls at the cooking thing, the other is pursuing an opportunity to fuck up. It's what I would have been doing at his age at any rate.
Fra just showed up, so I'm having my first beer of the evening.
I've done my first full blog-slog in a very long time. I didn't take time to comment anywhere but it's nice to know that you're all still: pregnant, in love, getting over the last love, starting a new job, looking for work or otherwise living life. Y'all know what I mean.
BTW...if anyone sees Clayton Holiday, tell him Upton said "hey".
Heres my new iteration of my book shelf.
That is all for now. Or, at least, that is all that I care to discuss.
Mr. Upton Ogood


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Just wanted to say "Happy St. Paddles day" and I hope you get plenty of action with that red-necked flogger (the wire tie thingy) ;-)
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